OK so after all my un-merry talk, I had my first twinge of holiday excitement when I attended the fabulous Christmahannukah Party put on my one of my besties. Festive cocktail attire was required and we had a Secret Santa gift exchange. Her apartment was decorated so cute and we all had so much fun, you couldn’t help but get in the Christmas spirit. I loved every second of. Even as I was getting ready, I was like “OK, I feel a little Christmas warmth in my belly and it makes me happy.” Then later, that warmth came from laughter (not to mention all the cheese and goodies I ate) at the festivities. But all the feelings in my belly were good that day. Too much fun.